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دیگر حسرت نخواهم خورد

دوشنبه 23 تیر 1393

دیگر حسرت دیدارت را نخواهم خورد، دیگر به یادت لبخند نخواهم زد. تلخی آخرین فریبت شیرینی عشق دروغینت را به کامم زهر کرد. راست میگویند که حقیقت تلخ نیست حقیقت طعم همان حقیقت را میدهد ما دروغها و رویاهایمان را بیش از اندازه شیرین ساخته بودیم. گمان میکردم قلبم در آتش عشق تو میسوزد حال میدانم که سوزش قلبم به خاطر خنجری بوده که سالها پیش ازپشت به کمرم فرو کرده بودی. راست بگویم میدانستم اما نمیخواستم باور کنم که عشق تو نیست قلبم را به آتش کشیده است خنجر آتشین خیانتی بوده که قلبم را آتش زده. برای همین است که دیگر عاشق نشدم و بعدازتو هرعشقی برایم دردناکتر بوده از خنجر آتشینت. دیگر به یادت نخواهم بود و تورا به زباله دان خاطراتم خواهم سپرد. دیگر عشقت را گرامی نمیدارم و کوچه به کوچه به دنبال چون تو نمیگردم.روزی حاضر بودم بخاطرت شهری را به آتش بکشم اما امروز حاضر نیستم حتی چوب کبریتی رو بیفروزم تا ببینم کجایی. خواب خوش تو برای من به یکباره به کابوسی وحشتناک تبدیل شد میخواهم برای همیشه بیدار شوم و دیگر نه در خواب خوش تو باشم و نه در کابوس خیالت. دیگر نام تو هم ردیف عشق نخواهد بود. دیگر به یادت قلم نخواهم زد حتی دیگر اشکی هم نخواهم ریخت تورا به هوس ناپاکت تا ابد بخشیدم، دل من صاف، از تو و نه هیچکس دیگر چیزی به دل ندارم همه خوبیها و بدیهایت را به یک لبخند معصومانه کودکی بخشیدم. از امشب آسوده خواهم خوابید و دیگر حسرتی در دل ندارم انگار عشق دروغین روی دلم سنگینی میکرد دیگر احساس تنهایی نمیکنم چون خودم را پیدا کردم خودی که سالها پیش در درون تو جاگذاشته بودم دوباره به خودم بازگشته و پیدایش کردم و دوباره شدم بهادرشبگرد...


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